I had a breakdown at church. I learned something about myself during this crazy crying jag...it is not possible for me to cry uncontrollably and look at somone at the same time.
Also in the midst of my breakdown I realized that I will not allow myself to completely break. This I already knew. It's why I would never make it in the military. That whole break you down to build you back up thing. I won't break. Not even to be better.
So there was lots of crying. In some ways I feel better, stronger. In others I feel really vulnerable. Im not even sure where I'm going with this post. Or why I felt the need to start it in the first place.
Welcome to my mind
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