Why would she do that? What exactly was the point? I mean I would do this with a purpose that I felt was worth it. Let's say I was the leader of a group on the Underground Railroad and those peoples lives depended on it then I would do it without a second thought. I would crawl the whole way if I had to. But just to prove that I can? No thanks. Heck, I wouldn't have started the race in the first place.
This made me think about the nuns my stepmother is always talking about. (My thought processes are weird, stick with me) Stepmom E talks about these nuns who would pray every day for 12 hours. On their knees! Now don't get me wrong I firmly believe in the power of prayer but how is this helpful to anyone? Go feed starving people! You can pray at the same time! I do it everyday. OK I don't feed starving people everyday but you know what I mean.
I think this says a lot about me:
- First that I have issues. But hey I'm funny so it all evens out. Plus I already knew I had issues. And now you do too.
- Second that I don't have that natural drive inside me to prove myself. Not even to myself. I really don't care what anyone thinks of me.
- Third that I'm really not into being in pain. Imagine how painful kneeling for twelve hours would be. Go try it. See how long you last. I'll wait. I won't tell you to break your collar bone because chances are you will need your arm sometime soon.
- Fourth I recently learned how to use bullet points. Bullet points are fun!
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